Feel the flutter!

I am back in the states for another nine days! A lot of things have to happen, like the MCAT, getting drunk at a post-MCAT party, finishing the Greek paper, editing the documentary, and saying goodbyes to everybody. I should really be studying right now, but reading K’s blog today made me miss writing random sentences that do not need to defend an argument. I am sort of glad MCAT is this Saturday. I don’t think I can take this pressure any longer! Where have gone the days when you don’t need to take tests!

I am going to continue my grim existence within the walls of the library tomorrow. I actually don’t mind the dead silence except when people sit unnecessarily and uncomfortably close. Out of this library so big and so empty, jeez, pick another seat! Even when it’s really quiet, I don’t feel peace at all. My mind is going over a million and one things per second. I gotta do this, I gotta do that. I can hear my thoughts echo on the fourth floor, screaming for this MCAT mind game to finish. The anticipation for the China trip is fluttering in my stomach, amplifying the excitement a hundred, a thousand times over.